Manic Drive - Wasting Away lyrics

I can feel it pumping through my veins I can feel my mind is off again I can feel it cutting through the pain And I like it I can't change the way things are And I can't make you love me And I like it, why do I like it? Blind me I don't want o see this Leave me I don't want your kindness Numb me I don't want to feel it My life is wasting away So tell me sir with the bible in your hand How can your God ever love this worthless man? A man so low, who can't even love himself With his pistol and his pills laying on the shelf I can't save myself today I can't change my evil ways I can't ever be the same And I like it, why do I like it? You can't imagine all the pain You can't make this go away Please sir can you find a way How do I like it? My life needs to change