Mandragora - Curse of Existence lyrics

I spit at the face of the one that imprisoned My soul in a cellar of personal self And put me in stance of constant collision With despair and absurd from irrational realm Exceeding the borders of faith and despair Not leaving a slightest place for a tear A fusion of emptiness and desperate hate Corroding the mind and leaving no faith In frenzy of savage and miserable kin I flee through the fields, from the terror within But wherever I'd run, to my grief and despair I am who I am, I am what I fear And after I'm through with this life Shall I be free or again have to suffer Somebody help me to drive My soul to a place I can rest for ever! A curse of imprisonment a curse of existence I'm born with a sign, I'm never to defeat this Addicted to joy, addictec to pleasure I'm in constant need for some miserable leisure Exceeding the borders of faith and despair Not leaving a slightest place for a tear A fusion of emptiness and desperate hate Corroding the mind and leaving no faith In frenzy of savage and miserable kin I flee through the fields, from the terror within But wherever I'd run, to my grief and despair I am who I am, I am what I fear