Manchester Orchestra - The Mansion lyrics

Oh mom, my heart is so black You find it insane to apologize for something like that It won't revolve around me Or how I feed on almost every inappropriate thing We know the guy that drew the map but he's a graveyard away He never wanted to stay I was painted red I never read the actual words They're kind of faded I guess You said I called you ?no shoes? Man we all make mistakes I swear to god it wasn't just you I found the guy that found the map he's going insane He can't remember my name He can't remember my name And it was just like you said We got back to the mansion bowed both our heads I saw a flash in the sky I recall you saying there's no one there but the devil and I I am the man who proved the map was wrong it's never the same Its undeniable change Its undeniable change What a deniable way What a deniable waste