Manboy - I Need Fixing lyrics

I need fixing You don't know how bad it gets sometimes It's not a pretty sight It's not something I like to talk about It's not just the hurting It's what I do when she's not watching Yeah it makes me sick too I can't explain it It's like I've lost all honesty And all I ever wanted Was a better tomorrow It's buried so deep I don't remember how it got started I can't recall what led to it It's become a part of me I'm a liar And good at it too I've worked so hard To push it all back To hold it all in To never ever tell