Malik Ismail - Close My Eyes lyrics

[Chorus: Malik Ismail & Cashius] X2 If I knew what I know right now What would I have done back then Got a scowl on my face Even gotta lie to my kin (Gotta lie to my kin) Misplaced feelings n***a got to keep them in a pin Feeling like I wish we never met If only I could go back then I could go back then [Verse 1: Cashius] I just want to talk Figure out what the f** I even want Im feelin really f**ing crazy With all of these goddamn thoughts Man these thoughts in my head They be haunting Stalking like a motherf**ing creep Posted outside in the street Waiting just to k** a n***a Dead in his sleep Man dead in his sleep [Chorus] X2 [Verse 2: Cashius] I be tryna get out But she keep me in Lord knows I love her But how can I win? Feeling these feelings im feeling Make me feel so motherf**ing trapped Man a n***a need space Feeling like I really just capped How could I not see it comin This sh** seem so set in stone One day imma look up Everything I love Man its gone Im tryna ask one question How do I stay strong When I know deep down What her past to on [Chorus] [Verse 3: Aaron Fonts] Thats why you hate me Turn my other layers on mute Thank you big bro 150 5'5 With this weight on my shoulders What that make me? Like 2 something Everybody got a couple girls 2 of them That probably want to do something Or maybe want to boo or something But I Know They ain't the one for me Thought they maybe got a clue or something If I knew what I knew right now What would I have done back then Think about it so often But often I just break wind And I just learned closure All through my journey Of getting over Love that lost ken Feel l wish we never met If only I could go back then So I took me a journey down memory lane And thought about the change Problem is we didn't think the same You couldn't see the difference Between pleading and pain But I ain't complain If I knew what I knew right now What would I have done back then Think about it so often But often I can't reach pen I'm Sorry for the pa**ing I know you deal with it daily Never wanted a break in this relationship But we sped into a Mercedes Got my memorabilia all in bunches no Brady I know you love me shawty And I know that's why you hate me [Chorus] [Hook: Malik Ismael] If I knew it now There would be no taking back But it's cool cause I'm intact Now I gotta move on from you Feel like I'm missing out On someone else who want me bad And one day I will come to that Thats what I'm gone do