Malibu Stacy - Reflection lyrics

I can't find the right words to say I try to keep myself together I watched her mouth form the words "I can't do this" And who could blame her? What's to do when even my shadow won't stay by my side? I try to capture these emotions that run through my head at night Fighting off the demons inside my head And this desperation I'm knee deep in What I see in my reflection, is just a boy lacking direction Laced with imperfections, at least in my perception Ingesting sugar padded poisons to get my through My heart drops to my stomach with just the thought of you