Malibu Stacy - Looking Back lyrics

I've never worn my heart on my sleeve It's always hidden away and left to bleed Out on these pages, that no-one ever sees Was I nothing more to you than a backup plan? You were no different from the rest Another memory to repress of times i detest I got sick of looking back So that I couldn't see The path that was in front of me I'd always bend over backwards Just for you to never raise a finger It only made things harder through this arduous winter Where you left me bereft of any confidence If theres one thing I'll maintain It's that you'll never see my face again I spent night thinking back on what could have been And all these things we could have seen But like clockwork, you walked away And I'm glad that you did anyway And I can't help that we're not friends anymore And truth be told, I don't miss you at all I got sick of looking back So that I couldn't see The path that was in front of me I'd always bend over backwards Just for you to never raise a finger It only made things harder through this arduous winter Where you left me bereft of any confidence If there's one thing I'll maintain It's that you'll never see my face again