Malevolent Creation - Stillborn lyrics

My thoughts my mind's trapped behind An inescapable wall of depression Try to face it one to one,eye to eye Accepting no lies Cannot break my boundaries Forever held in a grasp of despair My thoughts all die Before they are born Expression of my mind suffers Tormented under mental chains Only alive to serve others Caring nothing of my own pain Stillborn Stillborn,reeling of my mind Fighting everything No hope of ever being heard To set it free Just live to suffer Trapped inside these fleshened wall So many live,how many perish ? Will never achieve its goal Stillborn I am dead before I am alive Open wide and be force fed Pitiful way of existence What they instill into your head Insight silenced before it escapes Life left to rot in hell Blinded by falsified hope Succumb to your mental shell I am stillborn