Maleficentia - Blessed Curse lyrics

No more can I take this false pretense Searching for the answers But then it wasn't supposed to be We are torching bridges of the return You will regret for the rest of yours I will see this f**ing through You have ruined everything I have ever lived for These lights that guide us are truly damning With greed and hatred My innocence is gone Sinking into the sheets This is what I need or so I thought Adrenaline is rushing so fast through my veins I am lifting off the ground My vision blurs my mind goes blank This night is filled with promise The smell of pleasure fills the air This is a f**ing disaster So much crawling your motionless The way I am blessed by cursed I see nothing but a coward that has no tyrants You live in your own world of make believe