Malcolm "Chop" Smalls - Mother Superior lyrics

[Produced by Malcolm "Chop" Smalls] [Verse 1] Adrenaline soars, feet start to lift from the floors I been here before, cooking up, begging for more Seen it all, know what's there before the flip of the card Slip and I fall, the rock bottoms beginning to soft I swear it, I don't know no n***as in paris, I know People in prison, n***as was careless, I Hope Somehow finishing bottles refills a spirit I go, nodding off, for these next minutes I'm fearless Addiction's a muhf**a, sun up to sun up Cut the bowl with lion's tail until I'm dumb and dumber Just watching years pa**, we ain't getting younger Some of us got careers, I chose a different come up Searching for a hit, got me further in Like I'm supposed to ditch what I finally know my purpose is Word is bond sh** is stronger than a percocet Better living off this high before I work to d**h [Chorus] Let this feeling be forever... (Repeated) Get so gone, so numb Been so lost, been so dumb Let this feeling be forever [Verse 2] Do what we gotta mañana we'll try repenting Knocked on these doors so long they started denting Had to cool out the mouth, beyond dentyne But these cats doing half a** jobs started to tempt me Lemme fall back til I'm back to my senses Bought so much gear thought I was rentin' Every word inked with tension until my pension Whole team bodying things, figure we henchmen Uhhh, in my blood it's intravenous Goin' for the k** not kenan I'm beyond n***as, sh** is larger than he is When I'm aimin' for the top, I'm not shooting for what you think with As fire as a pink slip, sh** is on point Replace the needle then we heatin' up the joint The procedure, the time I have no care in the world Dope sh**, got it wrapped like furl [Chorus] [Outro] Gotta be gone, baby I Gotta cause Even though I want you deep up in my arms I just shut off, you driving me to my calm Don't worry if we tanked, let the cadillac run You get me when nobody else can get me, god Better than s**, a different way that you get me off Ain't a dame in the same vein that you are She rescued me from so much harm, my h**ne