Malcolm "Chop" Smalls - Flawed lyrics

[Hook] I wanna be so perfect but I'm flawed, Nothin is for sure Bending over backwards, in hope I'm loved by all Tryna prove somethin buyin stuff I can't afford Finding out I'm only human is so muthaf.... hard On Me, I Swear y'all it's hard on me Damn every flaw I see All this weight on my brain Can I Be everything? Cause everything is all on me [Verse 1] So many people countin' on my suc-cess Situated, Like I didn't take enough steps How many years? how many upsets My Lord, can I get a symbol in this drum set Only 23, feelin like a failure Sometimes I wonder, What exactly am I scared of? Remember days when We used to share a real love Now I rap because I'm doing what my peers want Pen to the paper, I can't write a thing Expressing all of this emotion is too frightening Another weakness, displayed, for all these eyes to see I don't deserve the love, that's just the guy in me Do I Dare to be a rebel to society? Or was this bull that they taught us, the lies I need? Tryna keep faith, at the same time, escape What's Nirvana, when there's Somethin in the Way, mmhm [Hook] [Verse 2] Surprised that you see in me what I don't see myself I rather keep it all inside, before I'm seeking help Afraid to speak this hell, I rather keep-in shells It's hard when you don't know exactly how to be yourself But you saw my good side and my positives I ran the game, let you smile a bit Can I pa** through the wall that I finally hit? You deserve so much better than what I can give These damn flaws ruin my relationships Got a dollar and a crazy dream to make it with Way too immature, way too jaded and Way too withdrawed, I'm tryna make these ends I can't be yours, there's way too many broads And I got many flaws, and I ain't worth the cause Tryna keep faith, at the same time, escape? What's Nirvana, when there's Somethin in the Way [Hook] [Verse 3] I just want to feel accepted, when I'm far off I need someone to say I'm perfect, when I'm all wrong So I bite my tongue, waitin til that urge gone I ain't speechless, it's just these words bond And im the prisoner, waitin in this lonely room With so much up on his mind, if you only knew I learned to smile, rather than battle this coldly truth 23, but im hurtin like I'm 42 Would you love me if I failed? If I wasn't sh**? I tried to give you all, but you ain't get enough of it? Would you take me serious or would you wanna flip? I wonder if I didn't give, who would jump ship? Gave my all, when I ain't have the brain to keep sane Don't needa thang, Just keep my name in a deep place Tryna keep faith, at the same time, escape What's Nirvana, should I learn from Kurt Cobain?