Majestic Downfall - Failure lyrics

Dual personality That haunts each moment of this lie called slavery Abundant thoughts bring me madness Cut inside my newly turned subconscious mind Why is there so much hatred When, did it become true Why is this grief consuming me This can´t be true Sometimes in my newborn dawn I wish the sun, I wish the light could be no more But I´m wrong Sometimes in my silent tomb, the lifeless call And ask me to embrace the cold But I won´t Why, can I be so wrong When, did I loose [sic] my focus What turned my sky into a blurry black pit This isn't true Time to come back and defeat my demons The brightest of lights shines So hidden in my soul My paralyzed Drowned feelings Need to be no more Every falling tear hurts more I am a failure, I hurt the ones I love I am the blade that cuts myself I try to change Why, is there so much hatred When, did it become true Why is this grief consuming me This monster can't be true Help me, save me You, must appear Sorrow needs to leave me Forever, needs to fade away The first string is supposed to be the strongest one Irony The first string is supposed to lead the lost Save me Take me again, and let me come in forever I have really tried, but my trying is a pity Let me see the light around me The first string is broken by my deeds Irony I have it all, I had it all, but my existence is so wrong Save me The garden of delights is next to my inferno I have really tried What is wrong? Help me, save me The hidden light must appear Sorrow needs to leave me Forever, needs to fade away My paralyzed Drowned feelings Need to be no more Why, is there so much hatred When, did it become true Why, is this grief consuming me This can't be true