Maia Hirasawa - I Said I'm Gonna lyrics

It was crowded, it was loud And I was feeling like a fish out of water I held a lecture to a friend concerning men and how She ought to be more like me I said listen to me closely 'cause I've learned from past mistakes That's when you walked through the door I said I'm gonna stand straight this time And with that, I fell onto A night bus in the dark Riding through the suburbs with you You placed your arm around me And I never put it down The streets of this town, this town...they seem They seem like they never end You were the last one that I wanted to meet You smelled of other girls and cheap wine You said that you were fine but that you missed me You stood so close I could not decide If you always looked this good or If it was the shadyness of the lights I remember you as shady alright And as you read my mind you smiled and said Don't worry, we're just old friends I said I'm gonna.... Too many sad memories. No, I don't want to go back But it feels like this is my home Too many sad memories. I guess I shouldn't go back Where I belong. Is this my home Too many sad memories. Maybe I ought to go back I belong here. This is my home Too many sad memories. I know I need to go back I belong here. This is home