Mai Lan - Hard Joy lyrics

Catch yourself on mondays Crying out in hallways Same scene over replayed It is worth it, I daresay Lying stinking like cod Paralyzed and half sawed Reaching heaven and god Is it worth it or not? I don't know Feels like water in oil Things you want to avoid All you built is destroyed And that's what's bringing you joy But yeah you have to obey Impossible to portray Feels good and bad but OK Feels like you're seeing someone on the down low Got a minute before you die? Just one minute for your pride A minute where you heal from all Hard joy Hard joy Catch myself is all I Need to do, not hide But this is not what I want I'd rather get poisoned You see I'm worldwide It spreads out/scratches sometimes I can run faster than a tiger I can bring on all the flowers And you're seeking help in the dark You're waiting for a new start But I just turned your lights down low Hey sandman How good to meet you down there Let's drink a lemonade I love to see you in that good shape Lets go and rob the diamonds I'll put them in you eyes So you can see trough mine Down low down high