Magazine - Parade lyrics

They will show me what i want to see We will watch without grief We stay one step ahead of relief You tell me we've been praying For a bright and clever hell I think we've been forced to our knees but i can't tell Sometimes i forget that we're supposed to be in love Sometimes i forget my position It's so hot in here What are they trying to hatch ? We must not be frail, we must watch Now that i'm out of touch with anger Now i have nothing to live up to And i don't know when to stop joking When i stop i hope i am with you Sometimes ... What on earth is the size of my life ?