Madonna - Rebel Heart lyrics

I live my life like a masochist Hearing my father say "told you so, told you so" Why can't you be like the other girls I said, oh no, that's not me And I don't think that it'll ever me Thought I'd belong to a different tribe Walking alone, never satisfied, satisfied Tried to fit in, but it wasn't me I said, oh no, I don't want it more That's not what I'm looking for So I took the road-less And I barely made it out alive Through the darkness somehow I survived Deep down in the dust of my rebel heart I've spent some time as a narcissist Hearing the others say ??Look at you, look at you! ? Trying to be so provocative I said ??Oh yeah, that was me! ? All of the things I did, just to be seen