Madonna - X-static Process lyrics

I'm not myself when you're around I'm not myself standing in a crowd I'm not myself and I don't know how I'm not myself, myself right now [Chorus:] Jesus Christ will you look at me Don't know who I'm supposed to be Don't really know if I should give a damn When you're around, I don't know who I am I'm not myself when you go quiet I'm not myself alone at night I'm not myself, don't know who to call I'm not myself at all [chorus] I always wished that I could find someone as beautiful as you But in the process I forgot that I was special too I'm not myself when you're around I'm not myself when you go quiet I'm not myself all alone at night I'm not myself standing in a crowd I'm not myself and I don't know how I'm not myself, myself right now Don't know what I believe [chorus] I always wished that I could find someone as beautiful as you But in the process I forgot that I was special too I always wished that I could find someone as talented as you But in the process I forgot that I was just as good as you