Madina Lake - House Of Cards lyrics

It's late at night, the world's asleep And I'm trying not to think I take some pills 'cause my mind bleeds I'm thinking what is wrong with me Because the only thing I know about honesty Is every lie I told that you believed I'm afraid to be alone I'm afraid that one day you'll find out [Chorus] And you'll be amazed At the secrets I keep You'll be amazed At my mouth full of lies But I'm too afraid to come clean 'Cause my life's the flame in a house of cards Now I can't look you in your eyes Because the guilt is k**ing me I try to disconnect my heart again Just so I can breathe I wanna be myself again But I just can't 'cause I'm afraid to be alone I'm afraid that one day you'll find out [Chorus] It's such a shame what I've become After years of breaking down My whole life has come undone 'Cause I'm trying to fake it all And I know that you love someone But that someone isn't me Or is this me? No [Chorus] You'll be amazed You'll be amazed