Madina Lake - House of Cards (radio mix) lyrics

It's late at night and the world's asleep And I'm tryin' not to think I take some pills 'cause my mind bleeds I'm thinkin', "What is wrong with me?" Because the only thing I know about honesty Is every lie I've told that you believed That I'm afraid to be alone I'm afraid that one day you'll find out And you'll be amazed at the secrets I keep You'll be amazed at my mouth full of lies But I'm too afraid to come clean 'Cause my life's the flame in a house of cards Now I can't look you in your eyes Because the guilt is k**in' me I try to disconnect my heart again Just so I can breathe I want to be myself again but I just can't 'Cause I'm afraid to be alone I'm afraid that one day you'll find out And you'll be amazed at the secrets I keep You'll be amazed at my mouth full of lies But I'm too afraid to come clean 'Cause my life's the flame in a house of cards It's such a shame what I've become, after years of breakin' down My whole life has come undone 'cause I'm tryin' to fake it all I know that you love someone, but that someone isn't me Or is this me? (No!) And you'll be amazed at the secrets I keep You'll be amazed at my mouth full of lies But I'm too afraid to come clean 'Cause my life's the flame in a house of cards You'll be amazed You'll be amazed