Made For Fame Records - Who You Think I Learned It From? lyrics

[Intro: MayDay] Who you think I learned that from huh? Who you think I learned that from? [Verse 1: MayDay] Real love is intimidating Real love is something that would have saved me And maybe saved your torn up soul You were born to spread hatred like a curse You were always making sh**ty excuses Using my mama as a rug So your foot and fist could introduce her To the motherf**er that you are You were always counting on the minutes I was counting by the years Till I could save my mama From the disgrace that you were You were the reason I swore That I'd never grow up to be like you No matter what sh** I had to go through And your baggage was piling up high Your addiction was a good time To eat up all of the money Mom saved for me and my dreams You said go f** yourself you fool You ain't got nothing to do Go get the f** out of this house You put a fist to my face You grabbed my shirt and tore it The same way you were holding Our hearts like they were the enemy As if your family was the monstrosity Because you loved putting the blame On the weak who you could tame And congratulations for leaving me Didn't know how pathetic you could be Know that I'm better than I ever was I didn't need you to do anything Cause every horrible decision you made Made me into the man I am today Know that I took care of my daughter So she always had somewhere to go And felt that her father would provide her The type of life she deserves So she could grow up to be a fighter I taught her to be confident in who she is To never let words make her doubt The ability she has to be anything I support her dreams cause every ounce Of me is trying to be the father she needs Cause everything I do now Will affect her dreams [Hook: MayDay] The power of words Who you think I learned that from? Always blaming others Who you think I learned that from? Running away and getting high Who you think I learned that from? Setting up a horrible life Who you think I learned that from? [Verse 2: MayDay] Don't ever think for a second That the bruises you put on me That the memories I despised Would ever get to me Cause a part of who I am Is because of who you were All your evil was spread To the point it couldn't get any worse And I swore I'd never forgive you If something happened to mom Now I understand how safe she is How comfortable and warm It must be up in Heaven Where all she sees is a light The one that you darkened every day With your ego and pride And I don't care where the hell you are now Don't ever try to contact me or Lily again I'll never let you touch her or see her That's one promise I made from the beginning And save your sorry and shove it up your a** I won't give you any respect Cause you don't deserve a bit of the gla** I raised to say cheers on the day My album dropped, and I got paid And made a name for myself I did all of it without your f**ing help So if you ever wanna spread lies Telling the world that you cried Cause you were happy for my success That you believed in me from the start Save your breath cause I'll put it on paper And spit it out cause you can't even save ya You're just digging another hole Right next to the one you already owned You think your apologies are enough To clean the slate and make me understand love You think starting over will heal me Or will it show me in the end That you're the same you always were You never changed or begged to be forgiven You rather I tell you I hate you So you can smile and feel affection Cause your idea of love is twisted You think that pain is a gift You like knowing how much I suffered You like knowing what you did to my mother And I said I'd keep my mouth shut That I would never say nothing But to be silent when you're still talking Pretending that you were there I'm not gonna keep it shut I'll portray the image you were scared That the world would finally see You only did this to yourself It's better if you stop talking right now Cause you're falling deeper in the hole I hope you sink in cause it's what you deserve [Hook: MayDay] The power of words Who you think I learned that from? Always blaming others Who you think I learned that from? Running away and getting high Who you think I learned that from? Setting up a horrible life Who you think I learned that from?