MadChild - Broken Record lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm buying watches that I don't need Paintings that I don't need Underrated aggravated angel but I won't bleed I live beyond my means, my whole story But a few years of pain's worth a lifetime of glory I make lots of money but still stand still Burden on my shoulders that is heavy as an anvil Twenty years ago I used to tag mace on Granville Now I'm spending twenty-thousand dollars on a damn grill Just to cover all my f**ed up teeth up Many personalities, too much for me to keep up Devil keeps knocking at my door I'm like “Jesus!” Please tell this motherf**er just to leave us Always got a bag of d** and bad b**hes too Walk around alone at night like I am in a vicious crew I only want d** when I ain't got sh** to do And right now, sh**, I ain't got sh** to do [Hook 1] I know I sound like a broken record My mind spin like a broken record This beat sound like a broken record Overprotective with my cats that are so connected [Verse 2] They look at me like I am perfectly sober But this responsibility is working me over Continue with this path, at most times it's working Please stop judging me ‘cause I'm not perfect Silver tongue devil, demigod and a serpent Hard to stay normal when your mind's like a circus I'll just keep doing my best with this pa**ion Sometimes there's too much pain that needs masking Addicts are addicts, there's no way around it For years I found happiness, thank God I found it I'm still a beast and a fire breathing dragon Bumps on the road, just jump back on the wagon Everyone slips up once, it just happens Back to the gym while I stack bread from rapping And this don't mean that I'm not staying on the right track Just don't think that we are ever free from this trap [Hook 2] I know I sound like a broken record My mind spin like a broken record This beat sound like a broken record Overprotective with my cats that are so connected From the Bax War clique, that's a whole collected Was a time in life when I was so connected But when I walked away I felt more protective This beat sound like a broken record