Machine Gun Kelly - Letter To My Fans lyrics

Kells, to my fans Hold me down muf**a And that's all I say [Verse 1:] When that crowd leave would you stay for me? And if I don't become what they thought I was In the time I should and my hype dies, would you wait for me? Or be ashamed of me if I chose to bow out gracefully Cause I know if I don't wanna lose myself Then Hollywood ain't no place for me What if I told you I ain't quit And these d** still is my rivals Would you regret the fact that you sobered up And had more heart than your idol Or accept the fact that I'm just human, borderline suicidal And is it blasphemous that these two fingers mean more to me than my bible? Lord help cause I'm hell bound With the weight of the world I'm held down Feels like I'm in hell now, maybe that's why I'm havin' this meltdown Maybe that's why I hate fame, maybe that's why these J's lit Cause I speak the real and get criticize So I inhale and don't say sh** And I wake up, to the same sh** Cameras on with their hands out And that fake smile that I hate now Cause they're the one say I sold out They're the one that will break out when I needed food for my daughter And I'm the one who can't grow up so these fans will replace my father And these girls will replace my momma, they give me love, I don't take it Cause f** love, these f**ing hugs weren't around before I made it And since I don't have no family EST is all that I got Either drop me now or you die for life Man it's EST or it's not. [Hook:] [DUB-O:] This sh** ain't right (uh) Cause whenever they're wrong oh it's my fault (my fault) This is my life (my life) Now tell me are you gon' ride 'till the wheels fall off? [MGK:] Till the nightmares done Till the grey hairs come Till the friendship dissapear that we've had since day one I said this is my life So tell me are you gon' ride 'till the wheels fall off? [Verse 2:] What if this is our climax? What if everything peaks here? What if we never get big and these days add on like leap year? What if you were in my shoes? Do you think you can fit em? Or would put that gun to your f**in head And regret the fact that you in em Cause this ain't living, this sh** prison Whatever you see in videos, this isn't Whatever I thought I knew, sh** I didn't Dealing with the consequences of my decision Straight to the life of a lonely child That couldn't find anyone to get through For a life that's filled with cameras Criticize everytime that I move For the love I got for my fans And the loyalty for my mans Equaled out to the shows we dreamed of With them bodies pack to those stands And I did what they say I can't So I'm living proof that you can Go be great, chase your dream We only got one life and one chance. (Hook)