[Intro] I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave Cause your presence still lingers here, and it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real There's just too much that time can not erase [Chorus] When you'd cry, I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still... DJ Aliiee [Verse 1: Machine Gun Kelly] Workin', sweatin' from the stress of being caged down Everything I write is being played out, like what is this? Tear the whole page out Man I come from holes in the wall But they don't know the past Even if I told 'em it all They wouldn't know the half So maybe I'll fill up my luggage with all of these dreams And put on my black coat and my black chucks And nothing in my jeans And just run, til the day comes like Rocky's movie scene And lay up on the top of the world, look up and scream Like this is me, this is Kells Crucified by the public without the nails Do or die in my city, but clearly I never failed Lost myself in the game, but I found myself in the cell Then I found myself in the fame, and lost myself in the pills And they can not mess with me still See the boys, and they winning, underdogs of the year Cleveland boys in the building, what the f** is a ceiling? I'm taking this to the top And when I leave the whole world drops Lace up, Kells [Chorus] [Verse 2: Joe Budden] Y'all don't know me Honestly Can't say that I blame y'all, I don't even really know myself Yeah, but Honestly this past year has been a burden on me, unfinished product God is still working on me, shoutout to ole girl Why? She ain't never to blame When she swallow, had me thinking that I never came with me at the funeral With me at the wake, black dress, black shades [?] I can't explain d**h, well you don't understand life Grandma pa**ed about a week before mother's day Forgive me, I was worried about [?] Bad as it sounds, I wouldn't have it any other way Why? She was so ill, d**h would have been her only escape Got a mask, had to make me feel Why? Since the streets is only askin' bout a shady dealer If I knew now what tomorrow was gonna teach me And I told you in advance You probably wouldn't believe me.. [Chorus] I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone DJ Aliiee [Chorus]