Mac Miller - Ascension lyrics

I wonder if every body hope that this song is not depressing as the last one was Heaven smelled like Nag Champas Come here darling, ash my blunt (Smoke) Waiting on hallucination, ain't a single fact I trust (No) Dear family, my sanity go down when my cash go up Rap too much, how the f** get through the verse I came from house parties, find a b**h and go through her purse All I need is a little good p**y and whole lot universe I met God before I ever stepped into a church and that motherf**er still owe me money I need a religion to follow I swear to God that I got more problems than there is b**hes in Carlo Lord have Murciélago, yeah And I don't know how the f** I'm supposed To look into my parents eyes when I'm scared to die My eyes same color as a cherry pie Woah, see I'm terrified Crucifix heavy, who gon' carry mine? Yeah, what's with all this talk about Hell and Satan And sleep deprevation If this is planet Earth, than my hell's a basement Ascension A brand new me Yeah, yeah Why you wanna do me like that, Miss Conception? Between heaven and hell What's between heaven and hell A brand new me, oh it's the brand new me Okay, f**ing tell these kids one thing, just make sure handle your business A criminal leave no witness, and don't ever trust these b**hes What happened to your life when your house become a home Where your children at? Where your children at? You got two sons, all they do is fight You up through the night like gimme-gimme-gimme dat Yeah, nice titties, got a pic, go and send me that Send that books can you give her that? f** rap, make a million off a sh**ty app Yeah, smoke trees in the cab Pittsburgh, show you where the city at And don't forget that H, get you smacked in your face Got so many sons, I was young, now they half my age 90K out in Portugal, smile on my face, backlit stage My sh** bad, sh** crazy and that sh** fascinates me On my tongue where the tab is and it burn like battery acid I was in the backs of my cla**es by the kids having asthma attacks Cause he panicked every single time he sat on his gla**es Every Wonderland have a Alice But I'm a king God can I have a chalice I'm demanding the truth, put your hands to the roof Be a man, that's a challenge Ascension (Challenge, are you up for that challenge) A brand new me (Yeah, everybody got to have balance) Why you wanna do me like that, Miss Conception? Between heaven and hell (Salvation, and the underworld [?] gotta keep that b**h waiting (Fascinating) A brand new me, oh it's the brand new me (And that's fascinating, please be a little patient)