Mac Miller - The Star Room (Original Version) lyrics

Hallelujah, thank god I have a future Prayin' I don't waste it gettin' faded Cause I'm smoking, till I'm coughin' up tar Through the surge, energy curve like a lumbar I don't act hard, still read babar Trippin' out, lookin' at a bunch of google map stars, sh** They got a app for that But me, I'm still trapped inside my head I kinda feel like its a purgatory So polite and white, but I got family who would murder for me Think I'm living paradise, what would I have to worry 'bout? Dealing with these demons, feel the pressure, find the perfect style Making sure my mom and dad are still somewhat in love All these backfires of my experiments with d** I experience the touch of my epiphany in color form The difference between love and war inform me I'm above the norm But, give me anybody though, I'll gladly chew his face off, them bath salts Rhymin like it's summertime on asphalt, hot Haven't picked a major label think I'm black balled I still don't got the heart to pick my phone up when my dad calls Will he recognize his son when he hears my voice? I put this music against my life, I think I fear the choice And I don't know what I'm running from, but I'm running still I conversate with acquaintances, but it's nothing real I'm from a city that you hear and think a bunch of steel So a hundred mills wouldn't make me sign a f**ing deal Money k**s, that's the truth, it's called the root of evil But I want that rolls royce that the homie lennon drove So, if you ain't talkin' bout some money I'mma send you home Unconventional, special but unprofessional Adolescent expression that's lettin me meet these centerfolds As troubles fill my mind capacity I let them go If I was johnny depp in blow, I would let it snow That's just me all wylin out and being extra though And, if god was a human it'd be yours truly Watching horror movies with some foreign groupies Thinking this decor suits me I do d** to get more loopy I'm in tune To ancient jujitsu spirituals it's blissful Looking out as far as eyes can see I'm glad that me and this elevation could finally meet I think I'm jfk's final speech They try a**a**inating all of my beliefs But I'm asleep so whisper to me for some peace of mind And he be high some weed to grind on top a jesus shrine Twenty thousand on my watch because I needed time If y'all would leave me the f** alone, that'd be divine Can't decide if you like all the fame Three years ago to now it's just not the same I'm looking out the window ashing on the pane I wonder if I lost my way Don't you ever wanna hide away Poseidon triumph in the eyes of rain Won't give a f** about tomorrow if I die today I'll greet the devil with a smilin' face sh**, that god fellow may reside in space As, time's a wasting I'm freebasing with freemasons My girl's switchin' the locks, the keys keep changin' Dreamin' of places my own personal creations If d**h a party in heaven, I plan to leave wasted Retracin' my steps way back to biblical times We-we all gon' end up meetin' at the finishin' line