Ma**ive Ego - Where I Find Myself lyrics

Batten down the hatches And close up all the doors Secure all the latches As my black dog uses claws Find hard the constant battle I admit I'm so afraid My emotions are in tatters And nerve endings are all frayed I came to my senses In my heart I have a dream Feel pressure so intense Fight or flight is all it sees These trials and tribulations Start troubles running rife Escaping this reality Of my sad and f**ed up life When I shut myself in a room From a fear of impending doom With a light from the full moon Can I find myself? All alone in my cocoon Where I recharge and retune I'll be back here one day soon It's where I find myself Goes down the generations Social ineptitude Show signs of any weakness No masculine attitudes I face fists that give a beating Spill blood behind the school Avoid your eyes from meeting Or pretend to act a fool Save face and stop pretending You can never be that cool Feed off your biggest fear That I must accept their rules I get by with my demons Like old friendships I've renewed It's better the devil you know Than the devil you didn't choose When I shut myself in a room From a fear of impending doom With a light from the full moon Can I find myself? All alone in my cocoon Where I recharge and retune I'll be back here one day soon It's where I find myself When you feel like you are broken And the world's falling apart Still dreaming of a place Where I find myself Don't leave it left unspoken What better place to start It's deep within my soul Where I find myself It's time that I was woken For me to play my part I'm reaching for the point Where I find myself I leave this as a token And I hope that you'll take heart Tomorrow is a place Where I find myself