LynnA - Cruel paradise lyrics

He could be the one, but little did she know? The one she spent her entire life lookin' for But he turned out to be a jerk, she was devastated tho She thought he could save her, and never the main reason for every tear that she shed, and every fake smile that she wore He barely even knew her, but she's the one who cared the most about him, she promised that she'll always be there for him, and she even swore But little did she know, oh, if only she knows She's nothing special, just another one of his toys But she realizes this now, that's when she took her choice It's either having him or leaving to go home What's home? It's heaven, smiling at her and opening the doors "Come, my child, my sinking baby in the oceans of the pain Come, i'll give you a ride home, to the shore Don't you worry child, I got a plan for you, who*e" It was only the devil, holding her with embrace She knew she had no choice but to give up on her faith She threw her phone away, as a tear rolled down her face A brokenhearted child, left with no more words to say She was only fourteen, how could she take all that pain? But she wasn't strong enough to keep herself away from the blade. She rolled up her sleeves, and drew some scars Took off her shirt, and scarred it on her heart She was lonely, there was no one to point fingers at Looking at her body, God, how many scars did she have? Everybody's talking about how she bled herself 'til d**h Watching her die is literally a living hell She was trippin' in her life, and she immediately fell Poor little girl, waiting to be saved by the bell She scarred his name on her heart, no wonder she was brave! He broke her heart, and that's when he finally came With another girl to her funeral, not feeling any pain What a jerk, he's not even taking the blame As another tear rolled down her face The silence sound of loneliness followed her down to her grave. -LA