Lycia - The Morning Breaks So Cold and Gray lyrics

the morning breaks so cold and gray and i'm still here, alone it's all the same, the years have pa**ed so slow and gray, with nothing i can't believe that ten years have pa**ed and i'm still here, alone i need to change, i need to move on i'll wither here, forever the time has come for me to leave i must go, i must leave this all behind i must leave, no need for second thoughts i must go, the time is right, i hear and everybody waves goodbye they hate me, they were never friends at all they needed... for me to roll around they wanted me to stay and never leave... their misery the clouds break, the sun beats through i'm so alive, again the cold and grey is so far behind i'm so alive, i'm so... alive i'll never go back to that grey place again i must stay here, i must..., i must... i have found a place of happiness the sun beats down on me for awhile wave goodbye to the lonely days goodbye at last, goodbye just let me be alone and feel this place and see this place, alone again, alone, again wave goodbye to the lonely days goodbye at last, but wait... then the morning breaks so cold and grey and i'm back here again, again, again, again i knew i could never leave