Lunar C - Going Dumb lyrics

[verse 1]: Lunar C Filling my ashtray, sitting in the fog until I fall asleep k**ing brain cells like they've done something wrong to me (to me) Sometimes I sit any wonder what I want to be If I tried to finish school, and never started burning weed But I try not to dwell on what I can't change I got somewhere to be and I ain't even halfway Acting blasé, to tell you the truth it plays with my head I suffer anxiety and get shooting pains in my chest And it used to make me in debt, now I earn a little bit more Sorted out my money, but my mind is still a jigsaw All this sh** you taught me I'm normal?, I'm twisted Parents used to saw I'm a sammy short of a picnic So I ain't no one you should look up to My heads tapped like I'm playing 'duck, duck, goose' Its cool, you can do things your way But I'm gonna do what I've always done Yeah me and my crew all blaze up, going dumb [Hook] Going dumb Going dumb Going.. going.. Going dumb [Verse 2]: Lunar C I spend all day thinking 'bout nothing in particular Came to the conclusion that I'm probably an idiot (an idiot) (haha) I think the problem is I'm ignorant And if you ever told me that I probably wasn't listening Walking into meetings, high, trying to blend it They can see by the red in my eyes that I ain't sober I'm desensitized, my hearts cold I wish I could reset my mind and start over If I met the old me then I'd slap him and tell him 'thanks for nothing' I'm not the person that I was when I was at the bottom We're both different that's the only thing we have in common I just wish that I remembered more than I've forgotten But I made my bed and I'm lying in it no regrets, no time for it I ain't gotta tiptoe 'round, and f** you if you don't like it b**h It's cool, you can do things your way But I'm gonna do what I've always done Yeah me and my crew all blaze up, going dumb [Hook]