Lucie Idlout - Birthday lyrics

Why is my head so full of lies Why is my head so full of lies Because I'm free, let me be I breath in and out tasting thoughts that nearly stole me from here The stench of my last rotten birthday, lonely, burned on me Like stink, stale, cigarette smell Why is my head so full of lies Why is my head so full of lies Because I'm free, let me be I blink it all away and swallow the sickness in my throat Wishing away jealously for something greater I'll be bitter tomorrow from today's wasted day But I won't die that way The year's just begun and I'm not new but I'm better Why is my head so full of lies Why is my head so full of lies Because I'm free, let me be