Lucidious - Sincerely Yours lyrics

[Lucidious: Verse 1] I don't know how to start this off, Truth is I'm a little pissed off I'm just being myself Try to let my walls fall Try to let you all in, you don't wanna see my raw skin, I lost my soul when I let the demons in to bargain Grew up believing in god, I went to church and Idid my job, There for my sisters andmy mom, I was a brother a friend and a son, I did it right Yeah, andlate in the night I would picture a mic And me on a stage getting you hyped, right? Yeah they screaming my name, Oh they feeling my pain Maybe someday, maybe some way they could take it away Please take it away, my shoulders carrying weight, Don't know how much I can take, Slipping and falling I hope I don't break, Maybe I'm broken, in need of fixing What do you do when it's your pain that becomes your addiction Guess it's time to start confessing the reason I'm stressing Disrespecting my body, never learning my lesson… damn [Lucidious & Katie Munoz: HOOK] I don't know what I been doing Feel like I've been losing everything that I have had in my life, I'm sorry for the pain I cause I been living in the dark wanna find my light I promise I can change Lookin' up to the heavens can anybody tell me what is right, Been angry for too long, it's time to move on My song I'm singing it all night [Lucidious: Verse 2] Ruined the one thing close to me Should of wooed her with poetry, Told her I loved her before anger grabbed hold of me Nobody saw it coming Nobody could have predicted this, I'm sick of this predicament That I wish I could be finished with Tough when you love somebody More than you love yourself To the point where your well being And all of your pleasure is up on a shelf When I look at her she's beautiful I wish timing was more suitable, I love her, but she hates me, And I wish feelings were mutual Wish that we could just rewind I don't think that's doable Our relationship is unhealthy Feels like were turning delusional Feels like I'm up in a comatose So close that I might just overdose On the hate that I got inside of me But I need you on the side of me damn Love is confusing I think I'm addicted to it, The pain and the bruising Don't think I would ever undo it Think that I gotta let you go, Take your picture I hold it close Grip it tight when alone at night And think about us if we did it right [Lucidious & Katie Munoz: HOOK] I don't know what I been doing Feel like I've been losing everything that I have had in my life, I'm sorry for the pain I cause I been living in the dark wanna find my light I promise I can change Lookin' up to the heavens can anybody tell me what is right, Been angry for too long, it's time to move on My song I'm singing it all night [Lucidious: Verse 3] Yeah So tell me now Can I let this go Can I break down can I be proud even if I let true colors show Truth is man I don't know Think that I might of been gone too long Lucid... it's been a while since you dropped a song Don't have a mixtape or an album and you're acting like a bum, Please... bite your tongue That ain't your damn concern, This is my music if you wanna rap then take your turn Go ahead, get a pen pad and put your headphones on, Do it to a beat, try to make it rhyme Same time don't lose your mind, You'd be surprised at what you would find if you look on the inside, When alone in your room In the dark close your eyes Between you and god And you can believe it or not Judge me, hate me, love me like or dislike my music Pay attention to what you say Some of that sh** is abusive Your gossip is annoying Oftenly it is intrusive, Grab your balls do it yourself Sincerely yours Lucid