Lucid - Lucid - Living lyrics

These lyrics were submitted through RapPad - Write Better Lyrics (Verse 1) I get it now, I can see where I need to be Nobody else here needs to make that clear to me I'm here to breath, stop trying to take my air away I'll be at the top but I'm not there today So I can only grind and hope somebody notices The effort that I go through just to keep all my focuses And then to record them on the beat When nobody even knows me or who I am Where I stand and where I'm coming from It's just another song sitting inside the universe Sound waves breaking away and off into the verse As I disperse and turn the world a little further Every word that I spit is just a reaction to actions And actuality is actually just in our anatomy Brain powers our thought's so we make ourselves scared The monsters are in ourselves and never under the bed (Hook) Sometimes I wonder If I should end it all Should I end it all? Should I end it all? Does this life I'm livin really end at all? Does it end at all? Does it end at all? Times like this make me think I'm meant to fall Am I meant to fall? Is this a mental fall? Sometimes I feel like I'm just gone Yeah I know I'm gone, I'm gone (Verse 2) I guess the questions where never really answered The necromancers scarin me back to my parent's Real life is coming to get us and damn I'm not ready for it I'm already dead inside and the dead of night is coming I'm running and running away from fears sh** I'm never looking back cos I can't face what I did Sitting there with my face in my hands A page and a pen, all I ever needed to erase what I did The paradox of nature takin off all the accidents Everything matters cos It's all just a happening And my imagining can't fathem the chance that Maybe this world isn't crazy but just a little awkward With a little tilt maybe it's just a little off then? Twisting on an angle like a spinnin top Will it ever fall? Will I ever fall (I hope I fall) Sometimes I wonder if maybe I should just end it all (Hook X2) Sometimes I wonder If I should end it all Should I end it all? Should I end it all? Does this life I'm livin really end at all? Does it end at all? Does it end at all? Times like this make me think I'm meant to fall Am I meant to fall? Is this a mental fall? Sometimes I feel like I'm just gone Yeah I know I'm gone, I'm gone (Verse 3) But that's an endless wrong and I can't end on a bad note I'm just trynna spread love through my anecdotes But I just panic and keep on rapping bout my depression Every lesson I'm giving's just a hidden message To find the answer you need to look inside yourself But there's no need for me to look cos I guess time will tell Is it all fate inside this hell that I'm living in? I wonder if it would be wrong to start giving in Such a conundrum for such a young man I have such a big chance and so little room to f** up There isn't much a**istance for a dude trying to erupt I think I've reached my boiling point so where do I go now? I'm so sour over the fact that you don't know how Much f**ing time I put into my own sounds I'm sick of this old house I'm living in and all this troubled music I just make it so someone else in need can use it