Lucas Charlie Rose - Gaslit lyrics

I feel like it was all in my head I feel like questioning her makes me f**ing insane I feel like everything she did wrong I can explain And that makes it okay for her to get in my brain I feel like it was my fault, like I was too sensitive I feel like I was lashing out for no reason but that ain't me I feel Feel like I been forgetting who I am I feel like I need her here to remind me who I am And that's f**ed up And to some extent I can see it Mind control 101 I'm a victim and now I know it Cause when i love I love deep, and my love never sleeps Give me your heart I'll carry it but I'll never ever leave it I'll keep it dry when it's pouring outside I'll put it down if it's tired to ride And I ain't perfect but God knows I'm trying I'm invested and I can handle anything As long as I can be me, yeah As long as I can be free, yeah As long as I'm not made to feel crazy As long as I'm not made to feel unworthy As long as I can be me As long as I can be free, yeah But right now that's not how I feel And I'm not sure what I'm saying I just know I gotta heal Cause something is broken right there inside of me I feel like my heart was stolen and I never said oui But for some reason I ain't angry, I just need to know it's real I need to be reminded. I need to be believed Please Please tell me I ain't making this up, please Please tell me that she really f**ed me up Cause I was fine before I met her, I was getting so much better I was homeless, I was so stressed but I had so much power I had taken my wings out and I was learning to fly I had so many dreams yeah, I had so many smiles But as I was about to take off, carrying her with me She nailed my wings to the ground, made me question everything Something deep inside of me when off like "f** this ain't right." But she turned around and said "I love you, it'll be alright." She said... "Why you always gotta be so defensive? You don't know what love is, you should really just trust me Nobody's ever loved you like I will yeah Nobody's ever seen you but I did yeah I love you for all the good reasons I love you free, I love you deep, I love you real yeah I'll love you forever, I'll love your wrinkles I love everything about you I love your drimples." And yeah... I feel like I'll love her forever I feel like I'll always surrender To her smile but I should hide, yeah Or should I wait a little longer?