Lucas Bain - Therapy (Part 2) lyrics

I've been a little lost lately, i guess i'm not the same person My days are gloomy and in life, i live a different version Musics just a hobby, no it ain't my real work And i ain't makin money, guess i need a deal first People mad at me, cuz i ain't releasin songs I'm only writin when i'm pissed, but don't get me wrong Releasin music would as well make me happy too But when you bug me, thats is the last thing i wanna do I had a hater call me up, startin' sh** wit me He started talkin all these threats, i was history And since then I've seen you face about a dozen times But you haven't done a thing, or even payed me mind You're just a buncha talk, actin like u down to brawl But then i see you in the streets, and nothings done at all So with all these threats, i guess its time to hit the gym Liftin weights to burn some stress, within the sh** im in I've been mad lately, i dont have a reason either The girl who makes me happys gone, i barely get to see her Its okay though, cause it gives me time to miss her Im impatient, but im waitin' just to hug and kiss her Besides my girlfriend, i can barely even give a f** 50 job apps filled, but none of them have hit me up And its gettin to me; always feelin stressed out Starring at myself in the mirror, i need to reroute I need a new plan, start something new now Start hustlin, i'm old enough to move out Buy a new house; i need to change my life up Everyday is gettin old; same sh**, life s**s I start to sell collabs, maybe make little guap You call that selling out, saying that it needs to stop Its just a little money, why is it you trippin for I'm actin grown now, i ain't listenin anymore And i ain't care, ain't give a f** what you others say I'm me, myself, and i, guess i'm lonely anyway I guess i'm slightly insecure, bout how my face look 0 friends in my life, a thousand on my facebook It ain't makin sense, cuz im gettin lots of views I ain't got no friends, i ain't got sh** to lose No ones heard of me, and i ain't gettin recognized Everydays the same thing, all i do i stay inside I ain't got regrets, cause at the time i wanted it Lifes a journey, im just showing off accomplishments