Lowkey - Haunted lyrics

[Chorus: Mai Khalil] I can feel you here, watchin' me Whispers that I hear are haunting me I can feel you here, watchin' me Whispers that I hear are haunting me Feel it in the air [Verse 1:] My brother died when I was 18 Now I'm 24 and I keep having the same dream My days seem to past fast, but now I hate sleep So when they say stay free I really know what they mean Just remember I was destined to fail At every level they tell you the rebels will never prevail Heaven or hell, whatever the weather, you never can tell You know you've lost a loved one when you remember their smell I was born to fight oppression, but I'm traumatized and stressin' With this borderline depression I swear I'm haunted by your presence You get all of my confessions, pray the lord provides his blessing And I soar as high as heaven but it's sort of like I'm guessing Cause I'm older than you were when you died, I'm nervous inside In the afterlife, are you the age you were when you died? It's puzzling me, that would be something to see Face-to-face with an older brother that's younger than me I'm still haunted... [Chorus: Mai Khalil] I can feel you here, watchin' me Whispers that I hear are haunting me I can feel you here, watchin' me Whispers that I hear are haunting me Feel it in the air [Verse 2:] When I was 18 my older brother k**ed himself Now I'm 24 and I'm sittin' in this flipping cell No comment why they raid my home, I'm waitin' to be given bail Wish me well, don't know where I'm headed, I hope it isn't jail It's a strange feelin' when your face is on the news And they try to twist your lyrics, claim it's hatred for the Jews Everybody's waitin' to a**ume, debatin' all your views When they would do the same if they were in your shoes It's like barristers, court cases, solicitors and law suits Prayin' for my freedom while I'm sittin' in the court room I am just a simple man spittin' these ideas But the CPS fantasize about givin' me 5 years Til the day they release my spirit and it's peaceful Digest the words in every lyric that I leave you A true leader knows, it's the citizens that leads you When I go, just know, that I did it for the people [Chorus: Mai Khalil] I can feel you here, watchin' me Whispers that I hear are haunting me I can feel you here, watchin' me Whispers that I hear are haunting me Feel it in the air [Repeat] [Outro:] What's the meaning of it all?