LoweryG - Okay to cry lyrics

I'm a gangster not a banker but im banger and not anchor. I'm a criminal and in additional im miserable and never be a noncriminal cause im original and nontraditional and hate being political mom's always told me im a individual and girls think am irresistible. But am forgivable. I can't get the pain over. Head hurting so hard probably got a hangover. k**ing my enemies call me k** bill. Trying to get money to pay bills. On the mic cause i got mad sk**s. But hard to keep up think im mentally ill. Now im mad. Things keep going bad. maybe it was my dad and how he made me so sad. Things keep popping up like internet ads. Think you can ball up everything in your head. Up all night thinking can't go to bed. Going though the day with a red eye. Can't sleep then a n***a just cry. But you think you not a man cause you wanna cry. But a real man when its time to let your pride die. So we just cry. One day in my life tried of being the bad guy so i just cry