Why didn't I embrace Those days you spent with me For now when I look back in time It's too easy to see While I lived my dream I was seeking a fantasy And here I lie all alone again Drown in memories You're so far away from me I live to love again But it won't do you any good to see me When I die a little more And all the vanity Has vanished from my world Just to show me How I die a little more I'm bound to stumble Every time I try to fly Can't get up, can't take a breath I fall down, I cry No light in the end Storm after the rain Only thing that I've got left Is the blood inside my veins