Lovers Ball - Fighting Confusing Winds lyrics

Here I stand, waiting, hoping and breathing With so many thoughts but still thinking of nothing at all Not knowing what I need I won't cry I'm sure this time we'll be alright I won't give up the fight This heart's stronger this time Watch all the tears as they fall with the rain Her lips remain sealed and I remain trembling Will the rain wash me away or will it sink me in Will it be my escape or will it bring me back to you As the speed of the storm has her running for cover She's fighting to paint a scene with no colors When the rain like hurt is left beating upon her She'll know this is home As we stand here together I wish she'd just make up her mind I'd wait for her forever but in this weather I am fighting to keep my feet on the ground Hearts dying but I can't let it go down (not now) And I swear I won't go... I swear I won't go This storm won't break the sound Of this heart that yells so loud As the speed of the storm has her running for cover She's fighting to paint a scene with no colors When the rain like hurt is left beating upon her She'll know this is home The speed of the storm Keeps her running, she's running on She thinks she needs more But she won't find it, won't find it there Why does she ignore The things she is missing alone And the reasons I wish she'd call this home