Love, Robot - Rebuild lyrics

Oh I didn't picture it like this Where's the chains and rain (or pineapple) I was falling down before I even got up And pineapple Packing my bags was I all had Just get up and go and don't look back Or find someone else I'm gonna need some kind of strength To rebuild everything up again I thought I knew what this was all about You slipped through my hands as I figured it out I promise I want this I thought I knew what this all was about You slipped through my hands as I figured it out I turned my back to the things that you say And I swear to god that I shouldn't have left You know I didn't picture it like this ‘Cause in my head this plan was solid I guess I didn't account for the detours I got a little bit sick of the detours In my mind I was looking for a fresh start I couldn't find what I was looking for in your heart You shut me out And that shut me down I'm gonna need much more than strength If I'm ever going to see you again I turn my back to the things that you said And I swear to god that I shouldn't have left I never gave up But I can't bear to stay (you had enough now) I never gave up Even if you think I did I'll admit I should take the blame for this I never gave up I would never make you stay (you had enough now) I never gave up Even if you think I did I'll admit I should take the blame for this If you can't be OK Then I won't be fine It's harder to pretend that I am alright Now everything's falling I don't have much time But I can't be with you until I'm alright If you can't be OK Then I won't be fine It's harder to pretend that I am alright Now everything's falling I don't have much time But I can't be with you until I'm alright I'm not alright Right now isn't the time the time for this