You kick it off the table And then I put it back again I'm really good at starting But I don't know where it has to end You're living in reality I'm staying in pretend Here I am Here I am, holding on Here I am Here I am, and you're gone I'm the last to leave the party Don't know when it's time to go When it's clear to everybody I'm always the last to know I heard what you said But I'm not ready yet Dancing on my own Like I don't notice that you've left And when all the lights come on It's just me 'Cause I'm the last to leave I don't even notice I don't even notice I don't even notice I don't even notice You tell me that you needed space I don't know what you meant You said that all we did is fight But that's not how I remember it Jumping in together whether it was sink or swim But here I am Here I am, holding on Here I am Here I am, and you're gone I'm the last to leave the party Don't know when it's time to go When it's clear to everybody I'm always the last to know I heard what you said But I'm not ready yet Dancing on my own Like I don't notice that you've left And when all the lights come on It's just me 'Cause I'm the last to leave I'm the last to leave the party Don't know when it's time to go When it's clear to everybody I'm always the last to know I heard what you said But I'm not ready yet Dancing on my own Like I don't notice that you've left And when all the lights come on It's just me 'Cause I'm the last to leave I don't even notice I don't even notice I don't even notice I don't even notice