LOUDEN - The B.S. lyrics

[Verse 1] Yo I use to smoke a lot about an ounce a week Ride around with my b**h and get pounds for cheap While I sit packing bowls in the pa**enger seat With a backpack full of weed laying at my feet It was exciting the way it enticed me Now when I get high I just feel anxiety I don't feel normal anymore cause of paranoia It's annoying when your thoughts start destroying ya It's not the same it was a phase in a way I out grew it I felt myself change so deep down I always knew it People think it's lame I don't blaze get used to it It won't fade away I got plenty of days to do it Now the only thing I wanna pursue is music I'm about to have my whole city hooked like Frank Lucas And prove to be one of the realest dudes to do this I'm on some Brotha Lynch sh** cause I refuse to loose, b**h [Chorus] I don't smoke that's no joke, I don't thizz but when I did I was loaded up like a full clip No knives, I don't slice, there's no price, on life So you gotta love every moment I don't control sh**, I know this So you gotta live it to the fullest My motto in life Is to get through the bullsh** [Verse 2] I broke up with my b**h and was depressed for weeks No more weed now I need a new stress relief Cutting seemed like I'd be the best remedy My friends telling me to stop they know what's best for me So I'm like, alright, I'll stop cutting my wrist But I didn't say sh** about slicing up my thighs and hips My self-violence is now at a high risk I wanna end my life over a stupid white b**h So f** you, I already know I'm mean Blades always on my wrists my name is wolverine Wearing scars on my arm like a mark a shame I look at ‘em every day to remind me of the pain That I went through, now that news is on some old sh** We don't have total control over life I know this But I was depressed mess because I chose it You just gotta remember to get through the bullsh** [Chorus]