LOUDEN - Push Forward lyrics

Yes, I'm done forever, that's it, it's over I think it's finally time for us to really push forward These past few days have been feeling like a new beginning Like I can finally express what I have been holding within me It's like I'm me again, like I can breathe again I really needed this & please don't forget it baby You're the one that wanted to call it quits You chose this. You decided. You signed it That's your writing so stand by it & I tried to be open minded, but your drug abuse- I just cannot vibe with & you're never home- You stay hustling I just can't do that Obviously it's not working cuz of your work So Imma chill & let you get back to that It's like I feel so alive and free Oh, of course, now you wanna cry You play the victim every time See, I can't even express what's on my mind Your energy is super dark and negative & no offense But I felt a huge weight off of my shoulders ever since the day we split Stop belittling me, stop always blaming me Why's it always my fault? Yeah, I f**ed you over in the past But you gotta forgive me & stop with the jealousy But you can't- so I gotta move on You know, every time I received a text, my heart dropped Cuz I was afraid it was gon be you talking some kind of sh** Ain't that a sad thought? That's how I've been living my life for some time We're too alike Both strong and opinionated Honestly, I can't believe that I felt so restricted, entrapped Matter of fact, I'm mad- At myself- For letting it go for so long, letting it get so bad For changing my essence someone. For forgetting who I was I'm not blaming this all on you, I'm just expressing I guess confessing What I realized since you left me. Trust me- we gon be good 1 day I think we could even be homies But, right now I just need my space, so Please don't telephone me We had a good run We grew so much together But it seems we've pa**ed the peak Now it's time we move on separately- Cuz that's what's best for me I'll always hold your name with respect and love But, yes, this is the last time Look, I gotta go now, but I promise you'll be fine I'll see you around I guess. I just gotta say one last thing to ya You're only dwelling on the past Cuz you have doubts in the plans of the future