LOUDEN - Need Me, Pt. II lyrics

This sh** ain't nothing different, here we go again Telling each other that, "Maybe we should just be friends." It's like a routine, a new scene Every time we break up I experience new things I stare at the clock & i wait for your response But I wait & I wait & still you never call Then i get to thinking bout how different it was When i was out with 'him' on the rebound cuz He treated me like a queen- back rubs & breakfast & new kicks every f**en week. How we do this ? sh** is driving me crazy I forget my self worth sometimes & lately I've just been contemplating, maybe a little bit too much I can't even blaze it. Love leaving me stuck I might be getting sick of this, I might be giving up Cuz I told you hella times & you still don't give a f** I finally understand the saying, “If I said it once, I said it twice.” I said it at least once a day & once every night Politely, I might scream, cuz lack of communication gets me impatient Gets me so stressed & after this whats next ? I don't even wanna think about it cuz i doubt it's Gonna be productive. Probably won't compromise Cold stare looking at me, water dripping from my eyes & I don't even know what's healthy Cuz all my relationships in the past have felt like these I'm not a hopeless romantic But I have less hope every time I'm involved in a romance Damn, is this just how it is ? Find somebody, fall in love, f** & have a few kids ? Put up with all their bullsh** through thick and thin ? & just cover up the scars like here we go again..