Louden Swain - Starin' At The Middle lyrics

Wanting I can not access Wishing that I had you near It always happens when I see dusk When light begins to disappear But I'm starin' at the middle of Starin' at the middle Starin' at the middle of rain And there's one more thing Left for me to explain I'm pullin' at the edges again The screams so near Can barely hold me The loose threads are bars in my cell The warden here he clears the signal I wonder what it's like in hell Yeah I'm starin' at the middle Starin' at the middle Starin' at the middle of rain And there's one more thing Left for me to explain I'm pullin' at the trigger again I'm wasted like an old train wreck I'm rusted on the side of the tracks And nobody notices The water pours like a clean shower The dirt begins to move and drain The steel it sweats and smells like autumn I think I want to breathe today Yeah I'm starin' at the middle Starin' at the middle Starin' at the middle of rain And there's one more thing Left for me to explain I never wanted any of this