Lou Giordano - J.C. Auto lyrics

I'm on a holiday wasting my time away Writing a book on you born on a holiday In the december snow wasting my time away Writing a book on you born on a holiday Somewhere in this song A little clue to something (clue to something) Parts of it seem over now You expect a real solution (real solution) I've got to go with what I know Taking it on holiday away I've done my share of d** (they drag me down) I've done my share of speed (it kept me up) I've had the strangest love (it's all I need) I've had the things I need (I need it now) When everything seems wrong I need to look to something (look to something) People outside inside staying Out for nothing (out for nothing) And if you're in I can't let go Short of the long holiday I think you know what I've been saying When there's nothing left to all The colors that you sprayed upon it Pa**ing judgment on my life You never really got it right I can't believe in anything I don't believe in anything Do you believe in anything Do you believe me now Look like jesus christ Act like jesus christ I know Here's your jesus christ I'm your jesus christ I know Bleeding to d**h again (my bleeding heart) Stuck in the heart again (goes out to you) Somebody nail my hands (I needed pain) Somebody take my hand (I bleed again) I knew it all along and now We're screwed forever (screwed forever) Shake these demons off my back And I can make it better (make it better) But I can't go on knowing I am Permanent on this holiday I think you know what I am saying I became the big disgrace I know that I'm the ugly face I need some time to reconcile I need some time to heal a while You'll be sorry when I'm gone I guess you knew this all along