Lotus Eater - The fear lyrics

The pain is always there Nothing more will prepare Myself for this feeling I’m shaking It’s hurting Two eyes turn into more They grow to so much more A stare that burns so bright End it all tonight You wanna know How hard my skin must be To keep these thoughts in me They want out They want out They want out Creeping up to me Both shoulders turn heavy Conflicting voices Creeping up to me And then you Drop This mindset knows it’s won Look at me are you scared Look at me are you scareddd.