Lola Blanc - April Fools lyrics

Looking up through the haze of the stars Bloody lip and a hole in my heart How long now before I start to break? When every yes seems to fade to a no And every card is a don't pa** go Every step forward goes in slow motion Now I'm in deep, I never knew it would be this hard to breathe Breaking down and a break is what I need I'm calling out, can anybody hear me? Is this just in my head? I'm held up by a thread Will someone just say April Fools Behind the slamming doors, will I find something more or am I just an April Fool? Flash a smile, turn it up, take a bow Never show that you're crumbling down Is my dream getting caught in the wide awake? Now I'm in deep, I never knew it would be this hard to breathe Breaking down and a break is what I need I'm calling out, can anybody hear me? Is this just in my head? I'm held up by a thread Will someone just say April Fools Behind the slamming doors, will I find something more or am I just an April Fool? Guess I'll never learn my lesson Please don't let it be, ??? Is this just in my head? I'm held up by a thread Will someone just say April Fools Behind the slamming doors, will I find something more or am I just an April Fool? Is this just in my head? I'm held up by a thread Will someone just say April Fools