Little Jinder - As I'm Falling lyrics
(Little Jinder) I need air Let me breathe Why can't you see I need to heal I'm falling apart (Verse 1) In the rain just walking around the same old blocks and the same old buildings Life's a hell of a ride, hatred got me driven My hood at the brink of war but not a single f** is given In the middle of the concrete jungle Where the kids sell d** for a living These f**az got me stressing I'm dealing with depression Just how many times will my mere existence come into question Thoughts from the undercla**, will I learn my lesson As I'm confronted with my demons and they got me guessing Could it be that I'm losing my mind When the devil come knocking don't usually mind Head in the books, shoes to the ground Simple and plain, I refuse to down Now I'm a little bit older, but my heart just so much colder Oh wait, hold up, here come the police I can smell the odor Mr officer, why you gotta know my name What am I suspected of, do we all just look the same Patience comes at a cost and my account is drained Guess this is the night we all gone feel my pain (Little Jinder) I need air Let me breathe Dare touch my heart Why can't you see I need to heal I'm falling apart You got me falling All that i need Is tons of your love Leave me to freeze Leave me to bleed You got me falling (Verse 2) On my way outside again and this time it's snowing and cold as hell Pa** kids in the stairway oh wait, I know the smell Thinking bout leaving the poverty In the place from which my family came To arrive where you can't get a job less I'm willing to change my family name It's easy to get depressed, equally easy to find excuses So my brother got caught up in a criminal life full of drug abuse, just Thinking bout what he pissed away Trying to be a role model for my sisters' sake My stepdad ain't around and I'm trying to make up for his mistakes And we buried in debt, I'm the only male in the house My boys locked up no bailing em out Wait, moms on the phone, what you yelling about "I got bad news really don't know how to break it One of your family members OD'd, don't know if she gon' make it" My head to the sky can't even get get me to pray How come I can't get me a break Swear to God if she taken away Better come get me today (Little Jinder) I need air Let me breathe Dare touch my heart Why can't you see I need to heal I'm falling apart You got me falling All that i need Is tons of your love Leave me to freeze Leave me to bleed You got me falling