Linkin Park - Myself lyrics

Linkin park Miscellaneous Myself What do i do To ignore them behind me Do i follow my instincs blindly Do i hide my pride from these bad dreams And give into sad thoughts that are madning Do i sit here and try to stand it Do i try to catch them red-handed Do i trust them and give them my Phonieness Or do i trust nobody and live in lonlieness If i can't hold on when im stretched so thin And i make the right moves but im lost within I put out my day and i disided then Id just end up getting hurt again By myself (myself) I ask why But in my mind i find I can't rely on myself (myslef) I ask why But in my mind i find I can't rely on myself I can't hold on (to what i want when im stretched so thin) Its all to much to take in I can't hold on (to anything, wathing everything spin) With thoughts of failure sinking in If i turn my back im defenseless And to go blindly seems senseless If i hide my pride And let it all go on Then it will take from me \\\'till everythings gone If i let them go ill be out done But if i try to catch them ill be out run If im k**ed by the questions like im a cancer Then ill be burried by the silence of the answer By myself (myself) I ask why But in mind i find I can't rely on myself (myself) I ask why But in my mind i find I can't rely on myself I can't hold on (to what i want when im stretched so thin) Its all to much to take in I can't hold on (to anything wathing everything spin) With thoughts of failure sinking in How do you think I\\\'ve lost so much I\\\'m so afraid I\\\'m out of touch How do you expect I won\\\'t know what to do When all i know Is what you tell me to Don\\\'t you (know) I can\\\'t tell you how to make it (go) No matter what i do How hard i (try) I can't seem to convice myself (why) I\\\'m stuck on the outside Don\\\'t you (Know) I can\\\'t tell you how to make it (go) No matter what i do No matter how hard i (try) I can\\\'t seem to convince myself (why) Why i\\\'m stuck on the outside I can\\\'t hold on To what i want when im stretched so thin) It\\\'s all to much to take in I can\\\'t hold on (to any thing, watching everything spin) With all this failure sinking in I can't hold on (to i what i want when im stretched so thin) It\\\'s all to much to take in I can\\\'t hold on (to anything, watching everything spin) With thoughts of failure sinking