[Intro: Lil Durk] Chop squad You gotta close your eyes to feel this ya feel me It's like the beat talkin' to you like.. Like you can really have a conversation with this motherfu*ker Huh, I'm 'bout to talk to you though Chop squad Yeah yeah yeah [Chorus: Lil Durk] Since you been away I been down and lonely Since you been away I been thinkin' of you Tryna understand the... Reason you left me What are we goin' through, hell Like Yeeaaah I'm tryna get rich I'm tryna get rich, yuh Yeeaaaah Put my money on my mind, family up on my mind, yeah yeah yeah Yeeaaah Imma turn it up Imma turn it up Imma turn it up, yeah Like they don't know what I'm goin' through They don't know what I'm goin' through What I'm goin' through, yeah yeah [Verse 1: Lil Durk] I spent nights on that black block There a ni**a try me when I'm out Then I got caught Police know my face, so I gotta play that back block Call of Duty, Chiraq You know I'm a Black Op So I gotta whack opps ? made me nervous cause his death was on my conscience Was pulled over, he wasn't swervin' and drivin' I'm being honest Nobody to blame I'm wipin' that apartment Where Nuski died the same night we ridin', sparkin' Load it, reload it, jumpin' out sparkin' I ain't gotta talk, I know the F-E-D's watchin' Money Power Respect, I made myself a target JMoney was my brother I mean this ni**as nowadays don't mean sh*t At ? funeral it was still tears I love my ni**as like my brotha's momma kids And loyalty go a long way I just want my dick su*ked, I had a long day Jesus I remember ni**as ain't believe us I told DThang tables turnin', they gon' need us Like fiends need the needles We was out here strapped like Adidas C-Belt, they gon' felt everything he felt Mama felt, we felt Put the family first, everything else gon' be there If we want war, we gon' declare This time don't wait on nobody, yeah [Chorus: Lil Durk] Since you been away I been down and lonely Since you been away I been thinkin' of you Tryna understand the... Reason you left me What are we goin' through, hell Like Yeeaaah I'm tryna get rich I'm tryna get rich, yuh Yeeaaaah Put my money on my mind, family up on my mind, yeah yeah yeah Yeeaaah Imma turn it up Imma turn it up Imma turn it up, yeah Like they don't know what I'm goin' through They don't know what I'm goin' through What I'm goin' through, yeah yeah